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Hey guys. I've read an article and i think u should read this thing too.. (This is love matter for girls) so, girls, what did you waiting for? hurry up and read.. Boys, just stay still. WHY HE DOESN'T LOVE ME BACK? Unfortunately it’s not always how you want it to be. You might be into some guy but for some reason he’s just not into you. You’ll first give him little hints about how you feel (not telling him bluntly) and expect him to do the same but even with this effort it seems that this guy is either not getting it or isn’t into you. Usually, the best option would be to get over him and move on, since he’s obviously not able to see what’s in front of his face and why should you care if he’s missing out on something so wonderful (you)? Unfortunately, sometimes things aren’t as easy so you’d feel a lot better if you knew exactly why this is happening. It’s true that all guys are different but often enough, it’s going to be down to one of the following 18 reasons. 1. You’re trying too hard to have him In your attempts to seduce this one particular man you might come of as very needy. This is a major turn off for men especially if they believe that they can have you at any given time. Men love the chase so it’s best to let them do the chasing… give him little hints but never go for him all the way as that will push him away. 2. He knows he can have you This is a huge turn-off for guys. A man knows he “has” you when 2 things happen. 1)You’re available all the time; 2)when you let him KNOW that you want him badly. I don’t know what is it with most men but when they know they can have you, they lose interest. You can resolve this by giving him the constant impression that you are seeing someone else and that you’ve always got a full schedule. I know this may be hard to do because all you want is to spend as much time with him but RESIST your desires in order for things to progress smoothly. 3. You’re Not His Kind of Girl Many times women get offended when a guy just doesn’t like her. It doesn’t matter what it is, you may just not be the right girl for him. Don’t let this get to you and certainly DO NOT CHANGE for any guy. Move on until the right one comes by. To help you get through this, think of all the guys you dated but just didn’t like for whatever reason – see, it’s the same with us. 4. He Only Sees You As A Friend In your presence, does this guy talk about other girls he likes? Does he give you details about his conquests? When this happens it’s obvious that you two are just friends. He may have put you in the friend zone but it’s also possible that you declined his initial advancements and allowed for the relationship to evolve like this, only to later discover that you actually like him. 5. He’s Into Someone Else You can’t expect to instantly notice if he’s a quality guy and sometimes you notice it too late. Know that he may be already infatuated by someone else or he might even be in a committed relationship. If this is the case, give it time as things might change in your favor but ideally you should move on. 6. He’s Not Sexually Into You If you’ve been friends for a long time, it’s quite possible that the image of you naked has faded away from his mind. If you see him getting excited about other women, but not you, it may mean that he’s not sexually attracted to you. You can put this to the test by dressing up and showing some skin, if he reacts, it’s good but if he doesn’t, it means that he looks at you as a friend and can’t picture anything happening. 7. He thinks you’re not compatible Think about yourself here…are there some things you desperately need to have in any potential mate? We’ll men think in the same way. It may be that for whatever reason you just aren’t ticking those boxes so, if you want to know more about this particular issue, try to ask about what he’s looking for in a woman. Is the woman he is describing you? If not, then you’ve got your answer. 8. He’s Gay As funny as this may seem, it actually happens a lot. The world is full of closeted gays that get girlfriends (and even marry) to fit in. Don’t feel offended by this because it’s not in any way you’re fault, as the saying goes “All the good guys are gay”. 9. He’s Got Unreasonable Standards There are men on this planet who think they are so great that only supermodels are worth being their girlfriends. If this is the case, forget about this douche bag, sooner or later he’s going to realize the mistake he made and you’ll see him come crawling back to you…when this happens, treat him as he did you. 10. Family Influence He may like you, but his family or close friends might not approve. If this is the case, forget about this guy as he’s not a real man anyway. 11. Religious and Spiritual Views Even in this day and age there are people who stand true to their religious views. This may not be his central reason (as people can convert) but topped off with other reasons it will stop him from dating you. 12. He’s Not Ready For A Relationship Many women don’t understand this but some of us men have a way of knowing almost instantly if a girl is relationship material. The moment we identify her as that we have to decide, do we want to have a relationship right now? Or do we want to keep on having fun? If relationship is not for your particular guy then don’t worry about him and go find one that is. 13. He Has No Idea That You Like Him Remember those subtle hints that we discussed earlier? Well he might not be getting them. You can make things easier for him if you move from subtle hints to actual words that express your feelings. Don’t tell him that you’re in love with him, but be flirty and tell him that you like this and that about him. 14. You’re Freaking Him Out If you’re with him day in day out, holding on to his arm, breathing his air and genuinely suffocating him with your affection, then you might actually be freaking the guy out. Personally, this is my type of woman – it might be down to some sort of mommy issues – but not all guys are like me so try to control yourself and appear less infatuated if you want him to notice you. 15. There’s Some Age Between You You might think that this guy is great but if you’re only 18 and he’s 28 chances are he’s not going to be interested. Regardless of what you think you know about life, sex, relationships, to him you’re going to be a kid. Usually guys that date much younger girls (18-21) are guys that can’t date girls his age. That should tell you a lot… If it’s the other way around, often times guys ask themselves the question…why is she still single at 35? Something must be wrong there… and that often turns them off 16. He Needs Time This one is very common with “great catches”. Usually guys that understand what a relationship implies and how to treat a woman etc are also the guys that run companies and have demanding jobs (let’s call them smarter…guys). A guy like this has some very clear priorities. Unfortunately in most cases, relationships and love come second before his new company, career and other “more important” things in his life. If you’ve got a guy like this, you can either trick him into a relationship (which will be a very imbalanced relationship, at least until his company/career gets to where it should be – which could take forever) or leave him on the spot and go search for a guy that has time to properly cherish you. Many of these guys are and will be married to their careers their whole life. They may seem great from the outside but once you get inside, you’ll see that many of the things that make a relationship great, are probably missing from your life. 17. He Thinks Hot Girls Aren’t Good Girlfriends A very common misconception amongst “weak” males. Because they rarely have the chance to be in the presence of a gorgeous woman, they automatically assume beautiful women are not worth it. This is usually down to the fact that he hasn’t had much success with a woman like you and as a result he feels a sort of hate towards you. Forget about this looser and get yourself a real man! 18. He’s Scared To Ask You Out Again, in my personal opinion, if a man can’t prove his role as a man, then he isn’t a man. Thus, if a guy can’t ask you out because he’s scared, to unsure about himself yada yada yada then he’s not a good man for you. However, if you’re feelings for him are so strong that you simply must have this man, despite him having weak characteristics, then do the proper “WOMANLY” thing and ask him out yourself. Do know that if you had to be the one that asked him out, your relationship will pretty much be the same….as in you’re the one that does all the doing. In conclusion, the above are very common reasons why any particular guy might not be into you, or might give you the impression that he isn’t into you. Ideally, if your potential guy is doing any of these, the best thing you can do is forget about him since there’s plenty of other guys out there that are ready to give you want you want!

Things i scared.

hey. as a human being, we are not that perfect right? Same goes to me. Somehow, people see me too childish. But, what can i say? That's me. I don't like pretending to be someone else to hide myself. no... That's not me. I love to sulk. Even i was 18teen, still, i love to sulk. I will sulk with anyone even it is my younger sister. Then, i was afraid to the storm or thunder. When there was a thunder (especially the loudest one) i will cry and look for my mom. If there was no mom, i will hug my pillow tightly and hide under my blanket until i feel so safe. Also, i am afraid to touch the cats. Hahaha... it is okay if the cat comes to me but once it jump into me, i will scream outloud.I can't stad it if peoples were shouting or mad at me. I will cry or feels about to cry. How childish i am. So, the person that wanted to marry me must be a very patient one. He must know how to treat me. HAHA :P

GRANDPA

Hye guys.. grandpa? hurm? why? Last week, i woke up around 6.30 a.m. and i checked my phone. There is a message from my sister. Without any suspicious, i read it. "sist,our grandpa was gone." short and meaningful. I was just like errrrr.. yes. I don't know what to say. Actually i can't think. My grandpa? That grandpa? I told one of my roomate and suddenly tears are falling. I didn't see him for almost a month and suddenly he left me. I want to go home but i can't. Everyone was too busy to pick me up in the college. Furthermore, it was sunday. if i go home, i have to go back to the college on that day otherwise, i will missed my classes. i went for a shower. I can't think. I take my books and went to biology class. My eyes were too tired to cry and my mind was too tired to think. Sometimes, i laugh before i realized that i have no more grandpa.

The Master's Sun

Hye.. today, i've been watching korean drama, titled, The Master's Sun... what a sad story. i think you guys should watch it to..Tensions come to a head as Joong-won's past is finally sorted out and Gong-shil remains determined to live life independently of Joong-won. While Gong-shil wants to help him resolve the Hee-joo situation, she also is terrified to be involved with him. She doesn't want him to get hurt again. It's a decent reason to sacrifice a relationship and pretend that she doesn't care, but at the same time, noble idiocy is exasperating. The storyline involving Hee-joo's living sister is a bit pedantic. What is more interesting is the effect that the plot thread has on Joong-won, Gong-shil and Joong-won's secretary, Gwi-do. The living sister is actually the real Hee-joo and she framed her twin, Han-na, for the kidnapping. This made Joong-won believe for years that the girl he loved was evil and betrayed him, but she wasn't. The emotional repercussions of the situation are poignant and realistic. They are relatable. Joong-won struggles to cope with the truth and fires Gwi-do for not telling him that he is Hee-joo and Han-na's uncle. He and Gong-shil separate now that they have no use of each other. (I want to remind them that they love each other. That's a pretty good reason to be together!) Then there is the story behind Gong-shil's past. She wandered as a spirit for three years with ghost-seeing Lee Chun-hee's character while she was in a coma. She chooses to revisit the places she visited with Chun-hee instead of remaining with Joong-won. She fears bringing him into her dangerous world and thinks she should stay with people like her. It's an understandable sentiment and really addresses a universal problem. Should people stay in their comfort zones when love is concerned? Or can they step out of those zones and love even if it's difficult? Joong-won and Gong-shil have been dancing around the issue for a while. They are of different socioeconomic statuses and she can see ghosts while he can't. These are two huge barriers to overcome. Is their love and their relationship worth the time and effort? Or is separation the best way to settle their relationship?There is one more aspect to this episode that I love: how it deals with amnesia. Rather that being a source of ridiculous conflict, it becomes a vehicle of exploration for Joong-won. Despite the fact that there is a magical block on his memory, he remains changed because of his relationship with Gong-shil. He finds that although his actions during his memory gap are surprising, he doesn't much mind them as he once would have. And he still is drawn to Gong-shil as he was before. It's a wonderful character consistency that was also seen in Park Soo-ha after suffering amnesia in "I Hear Your Voice".

cartoon crazy

Hey. What's up? hehe cartoon?? yeah.. I LOVE TO WATCH CARTOON. Tell the whole world. everytime i switch on the television, my mom always ask me, "dear, how old are you?" and i just make my innocent face and smile like there's nothing to think about. Sometime, i fight with my sisters because they want to watch korea drama but, i want to watch cartoon and of course my mom will support me. Well, i am her beloved daughter ;). As the youngest, they should let me win no matter what or i will sulking all day. Haha.. Cartoons that i love the most are spongebob and fairly odd parents. These two things will be the first thing that i want to watch when i wake up in the morning. When i was watching this two things, i will forget every single thing that make me sad..

my favourite song

one of my favourite song. i don't know why i love this song. maybe because of the lyrics. especially in the part "i'm sorry i can't be, perfect" Hey dad, look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to the plan ? And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just wanna make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me 'Cause we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late And we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just wanna make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright 'Cause we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late And we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect Nothing's gonna change the things that you said Nothing's gonna make this right again Please don't turn your back I can't believe it's hard Just to talk to you But you don't understand 'Cause we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late And we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect 'Cause we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late And we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Driving.

Driving? who? me? hahaha yeah.. me.. Driving for the first time. What? did u think i can't drive? To be honest. I love to ride a motorcycle most, compared to driving a car. But, now, i think driving a car is more comfortable. Okey. At first, i was afraid to drive because i've never drive before. But hello.. My sister told me that when i was riding the bicycle for the first time, had i've been riding that thing before? i was thinking for a while then i smile. haha.. yeah. That's true. So what are you waiting for? get dress nicely. get the key. Start the engine. You got a place to go. (sometime i was thinking? why i was being so silly and naughty? same goes to my sister. but, i am more silly, i guess)

pervert

PERVERT.. an annoying word. Lately, i have been disturb by a person, named, Aril. I don't know where did he got my phone number but i think that he was totally a pervert. Just imagine. He knows what i am wearing, where i am going, who i am dating. Huh. Such a pervert. I still remember, i was eating at a restaurant with my friends when my phone received a message. That pervert text me. He told me that i look nice on pink. I told one of my friend and he said that he will find that person. ( Feeling safe for a while). After that day, i've never received any message from that guy until one fine day, he give me a phone call. -.- I told him not to disturb me anymore because i didn't know him. He told me his name was Airil Zafril. MEH. He think he is an actor or what? Like i was too stupid to believe. I block his phone number from my phone and i was so happy. But, somehow, i was thinking. Why did i don't block his number from the beginning? *sigh*

The Great Doctor

The Great Doctor? have u ever heard that? actually, it is a korea drama series. Once, the one who used to be loved by me asked me to watch this series.He always pretend that he is the hero of this story. Choi Young. At first, i feel that he is annoying. Just imagine. Every time he talk to me, he always said that he is the great Choi Young and he told me that i was just an ordinary girl, compared to him. I used to sulk to him because of this thing and then, he told me that i was the great doctor, yoo eun soo.Then, i smile. okey. That is not what we are talking about. This story is about two characters, General Choi Young (Lee Min Ho) and Yoo Eun Soo (Kim Hee Sun). General Choi Young is tasked with protecting the King and Queen of the Korea in the past, a country called Goryeo. The queen is attacked and on the brink of death, so the King orders Choi Young to enter a portal into “the heaven world” and retrieve the legendary doctor Hwata, who lived in Goryeo in the past and was supposed to be a miracle healer. Once through the portal, Choi Young finds himself in modern day Korea, and kidnaps the plastic surgeon Eun Soo so that she can heal the Queen. Things get a bit more complicated when the portal closes to the modern day and Eun Soo becomes stuck in Goryeo amongst sword-weilding warriors and dynastic intrigue. Choi Young promises to get her back somehow, and the rest of the show follows their growing relationship and the struggle for political power amongst the corrupt nobles.

most valueable one

Teacher: students .. who knows what is the magic things in the world? Boon Kok Keong: Pyramid teacher .. Teacher: Great ... Another one? who knows .. please wake up ..! Gopal: Taj Mahal .. sir .. Teacher: Good ... again ....!!! Husin: HEART .. sir ..! Teacher: why it is a heart??? Can you explain it to the class ..? Husin: because the heart is what people can't see. But can feel .. When the heart cry, no one can't listen to it.. There was a special thing in the heart that called feelings. We can feel angry, irritated, frustrated, happy and many more. God created heart same in structure but to each different people. Nowadays, humans created everythings with the technology but, we can never make a heart with that technology. Teacher: (smiling)

That accident

Jenny was so happy about the house they had found For once in her life ‘twas the right side of town She unpacked her things with such great ease As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How wonderful it was to have her own room School would be starting, she’d have friends over soon There’d be sleepovers and parties; she was so happy It’s just the way she wanted life to be ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On the first day of school, everything went great She made new friends and even got a date She thought, “I want to be popular and I’m going to be. Because I just got a date with the star of the team!” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To be known in this school you had to have a clout And dating this guy would sure help her out There was only on problem stopping her fate Her parents had said she was too young to date ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Well I just won’t tell them the entire truth They won’t know the difference: what’s there to lose?” Jenny asked her parents to stay with her friends that night Her parents frowned but said “all right.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense She began to feel guilty about all the lies But what’s a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well the pizza was good and the party was great But the moonlight ride would h wait For Jeff was drunk by this time But he kissed her and said he was just fine ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Then the room filled with smoke and Jeff took a puff Jenny couldn’t believe he was smoking that stuff Now Jeff was ready to ride to The Point But only after he’d had another joint ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride Not thinking that Jeff was too drunk to drive They finally made it to The Point at last And Jeff started to make a pass ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by pass I don’t mean playing football) “Perhaps my parents were right… maybe I am too young” “Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ With all of her might she pushed him away “Please take me home… I don’t want to stay” Jeff cranked up the engine and floored the gas In a matter of seconds they were going too fast ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AS Jeff drove in a fit of wild anger Jenny knew that her life was in danger She begged and pleaded for him to slow down But he just sped up as they neared the town ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Just let me get home! I’ll confess that I lied. I just went out for a moonlight ride.” Then all of a sudden they saw a great flash “Oh, God please help us! We’re going to crash! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She doesn’t remember the force of the impact Just that everything all of a sudden went black She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble And heard, “Someone call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble!” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The voices she heard… a few words at best But she new there were two cars involved in the wreck Then if the other people in the car were alive She hoped in her heart the person would survive ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She awoke in a hospital to faces so sad “You’ve been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad.” These voices echoed inside her head As they gently told her that Jeff was dead ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ They said, “Jenny, we’ve done all that we can do But it looks as if we’ll lose you too.” “But the people in the other car.” Jenny cried. I’m sorry Jenny, they also died. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jenny prayed, “ God, forgive me for what I have done. I only wanted to have one night of fun.” Tell that person’s family that I made their lives dim. And that I wish I could return their families to them.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Tell mom and dad I’m sorry I l Jenny was so happy about the house they had found For once in her life ‘twas the right side of town She unpacked her things with such great ease As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How wonderful it was to have her own room School would be starting, she’d have friends over soon There’d be sleepovers and parties; she was so happy It’s just the way she wanted life to be ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On the first day of school, everything went great She made new friends and even got a date She thought, “I want to be popular and I’m going to be. Because I just got a date with the star of the team!” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To be known in this school you had to have a clout And dating this guy would sure help her out There was only on problem stopping her fate Her parents had said she was too young to date ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Well I just won’t tell them the entire truth They won’t know the difference: what’s there to lose?” Jenny asked her parents to stay with her friends that night Her parents frowned but said “all right.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense She began to feel guilty about all the lies But what’s a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well the pizza was good and the party was great But the moonlight ride would have to wait For Jeff was drunk by this time But he kissed her and said he was just fine ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Then the room filled with smoke and Jeff took a puff Jenny couldn’t believe he was smoking that stuff Now Jeff was ready to ride to The Point But only after he’d had another joint ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride Not thinking that Jeff was too drunk to drive They finally made it to The Point at last And Jeff started to make a pass ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by pass I don’t mean playing football) “Perhaps my parents were right… maybe I am too young” “Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ With all of her might she pushed him away “Please take me home… I don’t want to stay” Jeff cranked up the engine and floored the gas In a matter of seconds they were going too fast ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AS Jeff drove in a fit of wild anger Jenny knew that her life was in danger She begged and pleaded for him to slow down But he just sped up as they neared the town ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Just let me get home! I’ll confess that I lied. I just went out for a moonlight ride.” Then all of a sudden they saw a great flash “Oh, God please help us! We’re going to crash! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She doesn’t remember the force of the impact Just that everything all of a sudden went black She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble And heard, “Someone call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble!” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The voices she heard… a few words at best But she new there were two cars involved in the wreck Then if the other people in the car were alive She hoped in her heart the person would survive ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She a ied And it’s my fault so many have died.” “Oh, nurse, won’t you please tell that to them.” The nurse just stood there… she never agreed. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She took Jenny’s hand with tears in her eyes And a few moments later jenny died A man asked the nurse, “why didn’t you do your best To bid that poor girl her one last request ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She looked at the man with eyes oh so sad “Because the other people in the car were her mom and dad.” This story is sad, unpleasant, yet true So young peop

three types of people

A teacher shows three toys to a student and ask the student to find out the differences. All the three toys seemed to be identical in their shape and material. After keen observation, the student observes holes in the toys. First toy has holes in the ears. The second one has holes in ear and mouth. While the last toy has one hole in one ear. Than with the help of needle, the student puts the needle in the ear hole of the toy. The needle comes out from the other ear. In the second toy, when the needle was put in the toy's ear,the needle come out to the mouth. And in the third toy, when the needle was put in, the needle did not come out. First toy represent those people who gives an impression that are listening to you, all your thing care for you. But they just pretend to do so. After listening, as the needle come out from the next ear, the things you tell to them by counting on them are So be careful while you are speaking. this type of people around you who did not care for you. Second toy represent those people listens to you all your things and gives impression that they care for you. in the toy, the needle comes out to the mouth. These people will use words you tell them against you by telling it to others and bringing on confidential issues for their own. Third toy, the needle does not come out from it. These kinds of people will be the trust you have in them. They are the ones who you can count on.

Dear Beloved Friend

I am feeling sad. My lips pretending to smile but my heart cried. Do you ever have a bestfriend? i'm sure all of you have at least one.. hurm.. me too. lets call him 'I'. I met him on facebook. He added me as his friends on facebook. Starting on that day, we started to be friend. Usually, i will log in to my facebook account an 9 every night, to wait for him. To be honest, as i was feeling empty for being alone, i've started to like him. Have a crush on him maybe? He always there when i need him. He always listen to me. When i am feeling sad, i share it with him. He is such an understanding person. Last May, he changed a lot. I didn't know what i've did to him. This tense situation make me feel depressed. Eventhough i didn't have any relationship with him but still, he is my friend. Now i know the thing that change him into that type. A girl. Yes. A girl. That girl was in the same school with him. So, i make a decision to go away from his life. It is not something that we called 'jelous' but, i didn't want to make them fight just because of me. That girl also seems like didn't want me to befriend with her boyfriend but i didn't blame her because if i was in her shoes, i believe that i will do the same thing.. For him, (if you read this) friendship is a valueable things. Friends will always be there no matter in what condition.. I hope you will not keep repeating the same thing to others. Hugs and kisses, your ex-friend.

Tired day..

Last three days ago, i woke up at six in the morning with a weird face. guess what? i got a 'panda' eyes. -.- last night, i stayed up until three doing my math. so, i only sleep about three hours on that day. During classes, i am very sleeppy.. In the math lecture, i was sleeping while writing and i don't know what i have wrote. My roomates told me that she was afraid to see me, especially my eyes. @@ (suddenly i am thinking about the 5 days MC's) ok. that's not the point. The important thing is on that night, i sleep at twelve, and i wake up in the morning with a big smile on my face. Finally i can sleep well. Finally... Got to go now.. see you soon.. xoxo :*

today i don't feel like doing anything.. but......

Independent day.. hurmm. In this year, its a bit weird because i'm celebrating this day without my family, friends and others. It was fine until i realised that i got lot of homeworks. T_T actually, i am suppose to go to Kelantan today, to celebrate my sister's wedding. Since i have to finish up my assignment, my homeworks and etc, i choose to stay. serious talk. This week is such an annoyed week for me. Plus, i was always hungry in this week. I will look for food three times a day compared to the other day, i will just having the food,once. It is my breakfast, my lunch and my dinner. Maybe because i was a bit stress by this week. That's why i ate a lot. Last night, my mom called me. She asked me whether i was doing fine here. She told me to go home on the next week. But then, i was thinking.. my parents are going to Indonesia for a trip.. without me...T_T. home alone. But i will be fine. At least i can sleep on my own bed. Have a shower in my beloved bathroom. That was such a released. I haven't watching spongebob for a long time since i was in Pahang.so.. get ready. it was a spongebob series marathon.

True love that have never been shown

A man that loves you so much. He is willing to do everythings for you. He was there when you need him. He is your father. The truth is, your father loves you the most. Did you ever realized it? Yes. it is true that he always get mad with you. Yes. We are more closed to our mother. We share most all of our problems with our mother.Have you ever thougth that your mother will shared it with your father too? When we were about one or two, father is the one who always kiss us. father is the one who always take us to the clinic if we had a fever. Father is the one who always keep buying things to us. Yes. it is true that we will be punished by our father if we make mistakes. actually, there was a reason why he did that thing to us. He is feeling worried about us. When we grown enough to make our own decission, our father gives us a trust with all of his heart. but, we betrayed it. We returned home late at night. we always hanging out with our friends. when we returned home, we saw our father that is the one who is waiting for us on a chair in the living room. Of course. He will get angry with us. Why? because he is worried. worried about his child. have we ever realized it? We gives our mother a kiss. We gives our mother a hug. Our father just watching there with a smile on his lips. we had been unfaired to our father just because he did not know how to show his loves to us. Have we been ever realized it? my father.. my hero..

Matriculation's life

Before I chose to enter matric, I was hit by many speculations about it. Like, "Matrik susah lah,better mung masuk universiti terus." I got other offers like Foundation in Engineering. Majority of SPM leavers would have a dilemma either they wanna chose foundation or matriculation. Actually for me both are same. The difference is the period. I entered matriculation because I would like to continue my studies in science. During my matriculation, I took Module Three,means here I just took Biology,Computer Science,Maths and Chemistry. Earlier of the entrance, I am in module 1, but then,I changed my module to module 3 because I thought if I learnt Computer Science, it would be easy of me to score. Yes, I wanna state here Computer Science is one of the subjects that can help you to maintain your pointer and grades. You just need to memorize and 80% is based on your basic knowledge in IT. If you did not take IT subject in the past school, do not worry,you still can score the subject. :) Matriculation life is a very best thing ever I have got. Trust me, do not trust the speculations about matric if you never have it. 3 months in matric, I learnt many meaningful things. Friendship, relationship with teachers,staffs and others. It will educate you to be more matured. I admit, in matric, you will face stress condition because the time there is pack. You have to arrange your time and manage it wisely. But consistent grants you satisfactions inshaAllah :) Always have a good relationship with lecturers there,friends and remind yourself, do choose good friends. Bad influences come from peers,more actually. Do not put yourself in coupling and

monkey love.

:) The most important thing I wanna tell you, SPM is not the determiner either you can succeed or fail in matric. My friend, got 3As 5Bs 1Cs in SPM can got 4.0 in matriculation. Wonder right? Nothing is impossible.

first week in KMPh

hye.. assalamualaikum readers.. hurm.did you saw the title above? by tommorrow, it had been a week since i was here.. wow.. a week? totally miss my friends at KMM. i hope they are doing fine. KMPh is okey but KMM is awesome. i don't know. MAybe it is because i am new here. I think i will go home by tomorrow because my first dearly sister will have her wedding. yeay *clap-2* I hope that she will be happy and i hope her wedding last forever until jannah. KMPh is quite big compared to KMM. I was tired to go to our BT from my room. Yesterday. we had our 'ko-k' class with Pn. Siti Aisyah. it was super tired as we were asked to run about 800m.. and guest what? i did it.. yeay *clap-2*. Still, i miss KMMlians so much. i hope i will meet them one day. I have planned to go to Malacca in this November.I hope i will make it. I miss Malacca so much,even i did not like that place at all when i was there for the first time. haha.. Now, i love Malacca just like i love Terengganu :)

welcome to the new life...

hye. ehem..assalamualaikum.. i just starting my awesome day at KMPh.. what?? where is KMM? actually, i just moved from KMM to KMPh. however.. honestly, i am definitely feeling sad. i miss my life at KMM. i love KMM so much. KMPh? maybe i will love this campus, someday since i was new here. it was weird. yes.. new friends..new classmates.. new roomates.. new..new..new.. err everything is brand new. i miss Shela, Mimie, Teha,Syamsul, Asryzan, Amir, Mat min and others.. i wish i was at KMM right now... T_T Honestly, i am doing fine here. my new classmate were awesome, just like my KMM's classmate. All the lecturers here was awesome too. But, it is quite weird when i have to do my assignment via online besides we have to find our own lecture note. Luckilly, my classmates helps me a lot. Thanks.. :')